Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Weird Day

It's been a few days since an update. My following is getting anxious to read the latest installment of my life...what a bunch of weirdos! Monday/Tuesday was evaluation from the guide dog school. It went really well. We have improved greatly since we both left the school, and that's good to know.

Today I went to Nac (I am home now) and turned in an essay and met with my english professor. I was not a good student this semester, but that will change next semester. I also met with John from Grace to discuss the "audition" process he has for the praise team he is leading. I am excited for a few reasons. I have been praying for God to lead me where He needs me. Todd has got a wonderful team at the church. I think that I add some element, but I think He wants me somewhere else. Thankfully, I have outside opportunities to lead with Todd and whatnot, so that's really cool. Next off, I have felt like I have been stuck in the same spot in my spirtual walk for quite sometime. We are called to learn and consume ourselves in the Word and use it in our daily lives. I feel that I haven't had that in a long time. Grace consumes their entire church around the Word and is focused on helping to shed light on how it affects our lives.

I do not claim to be the perfect Christian. There are many times that I am ashamed of myself for losing my temper, or for being someone that I shouldn't be...but I know that I have life in Him. I need that support from the church to help guide me the right way. Todd, Chris, Angela, and Dorcus are some of the few folks that I feel I have the accountability with. I know God is opening doors because He wants me elsewhere, He knows that my relationship with Him will flourish with a change. I believe it is my responsibility as a Christian to do everything and anything I can do to be closer to Christ. If this means attending a different church, this is what I am called to do because it allows my relationship with Him to further.

I have a lot to say about this, because, I have been confused lately about my job at the Wesley. I will write more tomorrow about my feelings about that....but, on a different note...

I am finally home and happy that I am. I am calling tomorrow about my job at ETI and hope to have some concrete date of when I might start. Until tomorrow...

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